Thoughts

I wonder, is what I do right? Why do I keep feeling this guilty. Are people really that person that they show me? I guess not. I wonder... do they even really care about me at all? I mean like really caring. I have always cared so much for other, but let myself in vain. I guess there is no such thing as that they truly care right? I only know one person in my life who is actually really caring. Who is always so worried about me. My girlfriend~ yeah we have our fights. We know how to annoy each other, but we cant stay mad long at each other xD

My thoughts wander off...yeah -__-  ah well...

Gonna continue watching Markiplier' Fatal Frame 2 gameplay!! ^^

Have a nice evening everyone~~ Im off now!

Byebye


- Mike

Long time no see~

Wow...It's been 2 years since I blogged for the last time.
A lot happened during those times. I think the last time I blogged it was about the crush I still had. But that girl happened to be the most disgusting person I ever met in my life! She stole my money and was acting all innocent. I really can't believe that I liked her for over 2 years....

Anyways, I got back into Kpop again~ Yaaaay ^^. I even went to two kpop groups concerts! 
I went to Big Bang ^^. After that I went to LedApple on Valentinesday 2014~ both were great experiences.
Both were a lot of fun to go :3. I met a lot of new friends and during my summer holiday in 2013 I went to Thailand to visit my family again ^^.

Hmmm...well to keep it short~ 2013 was a good and a bad year! I was on Dutch national television twice! The show is called 'spoorloos'. It is a show where people are looking for their lost family members. I was looking for my sister, who lives in the States. I found her and I had a great trip to Kentucky Georgetown! It was one of the best experiences in my life ^___^.

Guess what...because I came on television, a girl noticed me. Her name is Yuna and we started talking from there on. First it was difficult because I was still in Thailand. Time differences can be a big b*tch you know ;).
But I came back sooner~ I asked if I could meet her...damn I was nervous xD. I didnt know what she would think of me. But thank goodness she actually liked seeing me ^^. We kept on talking and I noticed that I started to like her more. We got so much in common. The more I got to know her, the more I wanted to be with her.

It took me one year till I had the  courage to tell her that I like her. We met a lot in between times, we also send cards with hints in them x'D. All this time I knew that she liked me...but since I didnt know for sure, I kept it a secret. Driving myself and my nearest friends insane ^^;. What I didnt know was that she was actually thinking the exact same thing.
Well now its a year later...I've been calling myself her boyfriend from 12/06/2014 ^^. So officially Im dating her for 8,5 months now ^///////^. Aigoooo~ I love her sooo much *heart* My beautiful star girlfriend~ tirak Pigbunny Dow Yuna ^___^ *heart*. I really hope that my feeling is right with her~ that she is my destined one! Right now, Im just enjoying as much as I can whenever Im with her ^^.
She is great and very supportive~ so I keep on supporting her and being there for her in good and bad times :3. Thank you tirak, for always supporting me! :) I love you super duper muuuch zutto eien ni!!
So yeah, Im gonna post a photo of us and then end my blog for today. I hope that I can write more often here ^^. I think I will....at least Im gonna try from now on :p.

Byebye~~

- Mike