Well as the title says, I am kinda busy, almost every sec. of the day!! I'm busy with school, internship, workshops and of course with my life. And I'm kinda sick of it, being busy with everything.. I just want to have more time for myself! I hope I can relax after this year and go to my family (it's been 6,5 years
already!!)
Also another thing I'm kinda sick of it... STRESS!!
Stress makes me sad. Stress makes me tired. Stress makes me even more stressed and stress hurts my body...
It makes me feel insecure, it makes me feel like everything I do takes a big chunk of energy out of me. It makes it hard to focus.
There are lots of things that stress me out right now. Like what I said before, school, internship etc.
Why can't I follow school all to well because of the stress? Because stress makes me tired. Which, in turn, makes that I stress about not being able to follow school. Do you notice the lovely little spiral in this?
And the 'best' thing about stress? It can leave its mark on you for about half a year, sometimes even a year. Yay, great.
I'm really happy that I have so many people supporting me. They keep me going and keep me from being a coward and running away. And my girlfriend is my greatest support ever! I love her <3
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Thats it for now,
till next time, I hope with a more positive post ;)
Have a nice day~~
Ja ne,
马克斯~
Comfort yourself as you comfort me when I'm all stressed out;). And practice on your muay thai;), you have to do more sport, that's the way to get rid of stress hormones in your body.
ReplyDeleteYou can do all you want as long as you give yourself the time you need.
Love and peace...
Your girl.