Hi all~Im back with a new blog for today. An earlier one, because Im planning on sleeping a bit earlier today. Tomorrow I need to get up at 4:30 am to get an early train for my internship talk! Im rooting >< I need one so much!! *nervous as heck*
Lets hope I will make it trough the selection! ><
Today I woke up bad. I slept in a very weird position...well if I slept that is. I woke up several times due to stress. I reblogged a lot of crappy stuff on my tumblr, because I felt like shit last night. Oh this is my tumblr acc btw: mikeymaxu.tumblr.com for the people that like to follow me ^^ whos reading this~.
After my reblogs, I was so sleepy but I couldnt sleep. I saw the clock turn into 2 am. And I think I eventually slept around 2:30 am and woke up at 4 again and so on.
I rolled out of my around 9 am and had breakfast. After that something went dramatically wrong with my head. I was hitting rock bottom again. I felt as if I was not worthy to none...that I wont be good for nothing. But of course this is all bullshit. At that moment I couldnt think otherwise...x.x
Thankfully my girlfriend was able to call with me again when she went home! ~ Im really grateful for her to be my love!! :3 She sure is the best ^//////^
Thank you tirak, for believing in me, in us and I hope that we will grow really really old together~~~ 103 and 108 right? xD kekeke~ Remember to always keep the faith *w* (insert 5 stars)
Hmmm so later on I felt a bit better. It was actually funny, when I was in tears and felt bad, my cat (Mimi) insisted to sit on my lap :3. She's so cute and I really love her ^////^.
Right now shes sleeping on my bed xD kekeke.
Okay...I think Ill leave it like this! Im gonna get in pj's and do what I have to do to get myself all cleaned before tomorow ><. Damnit Im really nervous ;____;.
Soooo have a nice evening and day for the ones who live outside Europe~
Byebye~
- Mike
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