Hi everyone~
I wonder who reads this anyways ^^;. But I feel like keeping up the blogging everyday. It makes me feel good afterwards~ and I think it's good for me too! So I dont mind if nobody reads this :). In the end, Im doing it all for myself ^^.
Anyways, today I got sick x.x blegh. And in the end it got worse...I got a nosebleed...Maybe this is a sign I shouldnt be overworking myself so much!? Apparently I do that a lot ><. Ah well fuck it! Thats life man...I cant help but stress so much.
Hmm I again didnt do shit for school because I felt like shit. And whenever I feel sick, I start to think. And thinking leads to negative spirals....I was blaming my girlfriend for liking someone else behind my back... I mean that's ridiculous right? Omg...Thinking back, makes me so disappointed in myself for not believing her. Luckily we could talk it out, and I hope that from now on we can have more serious convos like this, because I think it's good for us to do this :).
On the brighter side...I finally have a talk for my internship! Now lets hope that Monday 9th March will be my lucky day and that they got so impressed by me that they want me as their intern. I was reading a bit on their website and it sounds really cool! Im gonna apply in a suit, because they are quite formal ^^. I do like to wear suits~ and wish I could do it more dayly. But yeah, if I wore it to school, they will laugh me out x.x
I hate my school in the Netherlands >__> Its college and they still judge you the way you look. Stupid people...ugh...Anyways, I really hope that they will hire me!!! *prays*
Hmm dont have much more to tell to be honest. For now I keep it like this~.
So have a nice day/evening everybody ^____^
Byebye~
-Mike
I wonder who reads this anyways ^^;. But I feel like keeping up the blogging everyday. It makes me feel good afterwards~ and I think it's good for me too! So I dont mind if nobody reads this :). In the end, Im doing it all for myself ^^.
Anyways, today I got sick x.x blegh. And in the end it got worse...I got a nosebleed...Maybe this is a sign I shouldnt be overworking myself so much!? Apparently I do that a lot ><. Ah well fuck it! Thats life man...I cant help but stress so much.
Hmm I again didnt do shit for school because I felt like shit. And whenever I feel sick, I start to think. And thinking leads to negative spirals....I was blaming my girlfriend for liking someone else behind my back... I mean that's ridiculous right? Omg...Thinking back, makes me so disappointed in myself for not believing her. Luckily we could talk it out, and I hope that from now on we can have more serious convos like this, because I think it's good for us to do this :).
On the brighter side...I finally have a talk for my internship! Now lets hope that Monday 9th March will be my lucky day and that they got so impressed by me that they want me as their intern. I was reading a bit on their website and it sounds really cool! Im gonna apply in a suit, because they are quite formal ^^. I do like to wear suits~ and wish I could do it more dayly. But yeah, if I wore it to school, they will laugh me out x.x
I hate my school in the Netherlands >__> Its college and they still judge you the way you look. Stupid people...ugh...Anyways, I really hope that they will hire me!!! *prays*
Hmm dont have much more to tell to be honest. For now I keep it like this~.
So have a nice day/evening everybody ^____^
Byebye~
-Mike
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